Pulse novel by Adham Sharqawi.. Now, Pulse, I find the right moment to commit my first betrayal to you! I finally decided to write you. Some women we betray when we write them. Turning a woman like you into a language is treason from some angle. After all that has happened, I am trying to stand on the boundary between you and me, and my only way is to write. Know, Nabd, that when I write you, I carry the language above what it is capable of. You draw on your right cheek when you smile, causing complete confusion in the language, but it is an idea worth the effort. May God help a language that I want you to become.